A new what?

So today...

I decided to watch a movie. A movie that I watched whenever I had moments of insomnia. I struggled with insomnia for years. It was pretty bad. I would be awake for days and I would watch this one movie. Nothing serious, just a cute chick flick that would entertain me every time and some how lull me.

So today I'm watching it for the first time since that time in my life so many years ago and I'm realizing I'm not there anymore.

But if thats the case, where am I.

What am I doing with this love that I've found in Christ. I'm not where I used to be but essentially I'm still staying up all night watching this movie.